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In the Pile

by Alan Mills

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1.
CBP 04:27
Listen from a tower You don’t attend - Any hour (You) put your heart out - On the table Not on the menu No one devoured Nobody left you Always absent And always there Bleed your little heart out We’re tryin’ to steer you – steer you right Complications were open ended You had Collection - Selective listening Nobody left you Always absent And always there Tried to warn you And inform you You tread along It’s not easy Just don’t believe me Or just keep hanging on
2.
How to Be 06:00
People ask me how to be Convincing that I’d know how to Speak so real They don’t see the battle Who am I fooling. Them or my Imagination But I’m gonna break out of this shell I gotta do something with the Rumble within It isn’t a calling It’s simply cathartic And maybe could solve this I don’t know how the words come out Just because I’m singing doesn’t Make me a talker. It’s a vessel and it’s a curse Lumbers polished cancers To pretty jewels How something grows Truly deformed Yet beautiful What if I disclose Every ounce of heart on This very soil Still couldn’t find the will To chuckle with the warmth Of your very soul I keep my company At distance for a cause that Nobody knows So bring out the skeletons Rid myself of foolish Repeated flaws -v3- 
I’m beating the battles with myself Betting it’s something you’d not Even notice They say you are what you eat, I guess I’m done being a pill or the Appendage of others I’ll make it work Defy the hurt What if I disclose Every ounce of heart on This very soil Still couldn’t find the will To chuckle with the warmth Of your very soul I keep my company At distance for a cause that Nobody knows So bring out the skeletons Rid myself of foolish Repeated flaws
3.
Woodsist 02:52
4.
Stay Home 05:28
Long thru the night Decending Time breaks apart Lost in our fright Rescinded Relapsing starts As I see you give your number onto his arms And I know I’m lackin' aint got the charm C))And I never felt that you’d be To fall for someone like me No recourse to learn that’s because I already see Maybe it was better To stay home alone Severing the tensions that shouldn't have grown V2) I'll be alright Don't' worry I'll dust myself off I'm not that kind of human to peel it apart and I know you're fearful oh where to begin Yet I hold the thoughts of Not giving in C)) ''''' Maybe I should listen And not fall ahead Let go of the lesson Or just stay in bed
5.
Migrations 04:54
Tapping the bricks of the walls I put up Been on a mission to right wrongs I’ve done Can’t complicate thing for pretty face I’ve loved Scaring myself for faults don’t wanna bring up Gchor What became of | How deep is love | Am I blind The decay I | Can’t relate I’ve | Lost my mind I’ve been reeling | Suppressed feeling | For what cannot I’ll be okay just | Got to persuade I’m | Doing just fine V Just want to be a better me I can trust Tired of paining those when I’m fuckin’ up If I’m super then why do I feel so alone happy you’re out there, and I’m healing at home Gchor What became of | How deep is love | Am I blind The decay I | Can’t relate I’ve | Lost my mind I’ve been reeling | Suppressed feeling | For what cannot I’ll be okay just | Got to persuade I’m | Doing just fine O I wouldn’t know | Where to begin | I’ve put up walls | I’m savin’ my skin. Feeling below | Birds migration | But you here hold | this fire within
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Glorious 02:38
7.
Better Off 03:48
Lost my mind For the very last time 
Had me wrecked. Did a number. About time I Open up my eyes C And decide what life I can bring up Desert those lies you conjure on To the sinking ships And deceit runs across your lips For the rudder has to take charge I’ll be better off. V2 The treasures I’ve -- had all along Complicated from a siren song Ran me aground time and again for scent of her sin )(and I’m thinking) C I know what life I can bring up Desert those lies you conjure on To the sinking ships And deceit runs across your lips For the rudder has to take charge I’ll be better off.
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Overgrown 01:22

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Recorded and engineered in the spring of 2016.

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released April 1, 2016

Alan Mills. Thankful for Elliot, Mom & Sis, Dave & Jean, Burl, Jeremy & Erika, and Erika M.

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